KeNaPa??? wHy?

Today, I'm very tired .. I do not know want to specify how more .. I am so jealous. Im tried to talk  at night to him, but .. I do not know what he think .. I love him so much .. My love getting stronger even my jealous more ... why? why? why??? he never asked me to be jealous .... I know, what ever he knew about it ... why must he do like that more ... Why he can`t live without them?

what I want???? The attention from him ...Its  very difficult to him? I want he realize what I said ... However, he never Listen  .... I love him alot ... I hope he knows  what i feel ... I try to understand him ...fahamkan dia... itu yang dia mahukan... he is totally difference before and now ... ... wherever he goes .. every time,every seconds n apew2 jer larh? I!m cannot anymore ... I dwant my relationship with him will end  here ... I expect my relationship with him  like mosque until he reached up to heaven ...

I understand him .. yeah, I can do .. I understand, he cannot have time for message with me in when work .... However, my heart realize  that when he no longer cared about me ... My heard very pain ... pain at all .. I cannot do anything more .. I can only cry ... I do not want to tell him about this all .. I just think, he can accept the fact, he can feel it or not ... However, it was clear he could not accept this statement because he answers sukar untuk membuat pilihan?? ....

ASHRI, I want you be the first ... I always look ... always accompanied my sleep .. every time you and me .... but, why now you has changed ... yeah, maybe you do not know or I dont  know  ... I hope you also know I still love you alot .. say ... and its not easy to lose you .... right what sis syuk tell me, its not fair to just me keep pasal perasaan nie, while I suffer frustration, jealousy, im realize that you are changing ... I want to know ... I love you  much.. I cant live without you..

I make such a decision because, I no longer tolerate the pain and keep this feeling  ... I punished you enough larh .. I had, I hope that does not happen again ... here, just as I can express ... what I want  to know is the attention from you .. I love you ashri i love u so much... ...

speaking da tunggang langgang!!!!! apew pon x boleh.....

xpaham lg bagus......

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